i thought that it would be wonderful tonight, but turns out that i'm wrong.

well, as you can read the title 'i thought that it would be wonderful tonight, but turns out that i'm wrong'. i'm supposed to be at megamall right now, but, you know who says that i'm not allowed to. she obviously said that i can go. i repeat, i can go! but why does she has to changed her mind every time i'm going out, when the time that i should have fun and forget all about my problems. i'm tired with this situation, EVERY TIME. i mean it, she keeps doing it every time!
if you don't want me to go, just say it yesterday, not now.

okay, one word for you : BITCH.

i'd love to love you again.

thank god it's friday!

HOLA bitches.
it's friday and i'm fuckin excited, it's gonna be a wonderful (well, not-so-wonderful cuz i got sick this couple days) weekend. but, i'm pretty much upset cuz we're supposed to have this halloween party at school but the teachers said that this is going to make this, and that and this.
so, what can i say? -____-" i am pissed. but, whatefs.

so, tomorrow, the match. yeah, i keep sayin this right? yes. cuz i'm so excited now.
gonna go take a shower, than back blogging.
HAVE A NICE WEEKEND <3

new layout peeps.

so, i changed my layout, it's kinda girly. but okay i guess, i don't have any idea again, so this is just it. anyway, i can't wait till tomorrow, i have a feeling that it will be a TOTAL BLAST.
haha, yea, i know. it's weird that you have some kind of feeling deep inside you to know something will going to be good or bad. i hope *fingers crossed* that tomorrow's going to be a total blast just like my feeling. lets just see how it will turns out tomorrow. gonna upload the pictures tomorrow too. you can check it out on facebook or here :)

remember to follow my blog <3
xoxo.

flu & batuk & tenggorokan sakit & demam = FUCK.

HELLO BLOGGIES ♥
long time no post, i miss you a lot.

so, i got two topics, good and bad news. i'll tell you the bad news first okay?

here we go,
right now i'm not feeling so well but decided to give it a shot to online for just an hour or maybe two. you know what? right now i got this fucking diseases, as you can read from the tittle. yeah, it's just damn irritating isn't it? and now i'm coughing till death. i think the flu thingy is getting okay, but not FINE. i got tution this evening at 7 exactly, i still don't feel so well and i don't know if maybe i should go or something.

and now for the good news is,
charitas and djuwita is going to have a football match thingy, we called it 'tanding futsal' wohoo.
i am so god damn happy for this, that means i can meet my sistas. I miss damn so much, i mean it. really.

okaaay, i think this is all the end of my shit, gonna post what happened on saturday.

i love the lyrics.

i like this song, but like-like, just like. the lyrics is just so damn kool ♥

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, believing

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

Two is better than one.

i wish i'm dead or something.

ah, today wasn't good at ALL. i got so pissed and cry in the class, but first i think nobody notice it. then damian said 'jangan nangis' or something and then vanessa said 'michelle, kenapa?'. then mr. bengbeng said 'kamu kenapa chell?' and it was like the whole class looking at me.
i'm sorry to christy, i'm just in a really-really bad mood so i kinda ignored you or mad or something. sorry, i didn't mean that way. then when i went home my mom ask me to joing a program, i don't know what program. i hate the fact that i MUST go. it's just so sickening, doesn't it? YEAH. it was.
and she's like mad at me, trying to say she didn't forced me to do so, if i don't want to so whatever.
i mean the program is like tomorrow and sunday. i got exams bitch. i have to study! i hate you so much i repeat, SO MUCH!
okay, now i'm gonna need to calm down a sec, and try to relax. i know i'm stronger than this.

it works.

finally, my internet connection @ my house is working. it is such a relief for me. now i'm in IT lab making a new post and upgrading my blog. it's so damn plain, but i didn't really like pyzam's layout, they're sometimes so girly and sometimes just so-not-kool. (norak gitude) -___-"

so, i got physics assignment tomorrow, i have to bring this & that. well, just a bottle i guess, but i don't know where to find it.

loving you is so damn hard.

hello, just got back from school, and now i'm sitting infront of my dad's laptop while texting with sisko. i'm so exhausted, you gotta know how exhausted it is to live a life like mine. got up 7 in the morning, and went home at 3 pm. could you just believe that?! well, i'm luckier than the dj's student, they went home at 5. LOL.

so, i got biology test tomorrow, i'm so tired to study, i still wanna upload my pics, but the internet connection is so slow, how can i ever upload my pics then!?
and just for the information, school's internet connection was like a shit too. so damn slow. oh god damn it.

and the weather, it's so hot right now, idk why but i feel so damn hot.
oh batam, how could you be colder?!

okay, that's all of my shits.

internet lambat = kesel.

internet dirumah lambat banget, di sekolah juga sekarang jadi lambat. bikin kesel lagi, sekali gitu yah maunya internet rumah cepet trus internet skolah juga cepet. kan bikin kesel aja, mo ngeupload foto jadi lambat banget. uda fotonya BUANYAK lagi. ckckck, tolong, plis banget. ini juga mo ngeulpoad di tumblr pake nunggu-nunggu segala.

yeah, we're freaks for sure!

so, last saturday, i took a LOTTA pictures. with melissa christy and hany then, went to mega mall to meet juita, maria, chicka, cinthya and aubrey. and also, the guys. it was so much fun.
just check out my facebook for more pics. the internet is now so slow. fuck it.

udah capek aku ama sikap kalian.

aku capek ama sikap kalian, capek aku dimarah-marahin! capek aku disalah-salahin. kalian gatau perasaan aku, kalian cuma bisa ngerocos ga berhenti ga bisa mikir lagi kalo uda ngomong, mending kalo tu perkataan baek. ini perkataannya ga cocok buat disampein dari ortu ke anaknya. tau ga aku tu uda muak ama kata-kata kalian?! pake bawa-bawa guru lah, sodara lah, temen lah. udah capek tau ga, ntar pagi-pagi, masih baek-baek, eh tiba-tiba uda marah ga jelas. padahal apa sih salah aku? masalah kecil aja di gede-gedein. uda sakit tau ga aku dibilang-bilang gini. awalnya dari apa sih?! cuma jalan, bilang aja ga dibolehin! gausah deh alesan pake ini itu ini itu! yang mo masukkin primagama siapa sih? elu kan! kok sekarang malah aku yang disalah-salahin mo masuk cuma buat temen! baru sekali liat ortu kayak gini. 1 word, bacot.

i need some extra time guys.

CHECK THIS OUT.
okay, so yesterday me, hany, melissa, and inyoi took some pics.
so here it is :)
it's so hard to upload from my phone. the image turns out to be not good. -____-"

you wanna try on someone else. you might like seeing how it felt.

HOLA.
i'm in IT lab right now, uploading some pictures and writing new post. it's so hard to upload pics from my computer, the internet connection really sucks. and i hate using it, i prefer to ulpoad my pics from my phone, but it turns out to be blurry and etc. but still nice :)
i'm thinking about holidays this lately, idk why, but i really need an extra time just for my self to relax. i didn't get it like this whole month, cuz i'm home about 3.30 and i have to take a bath and study, i have a course around 6 pm. and btw, today's my first day @ primagama, wish me luck guys!

lemme tell you one time.

hello peeps, kemaren libur, aku, maria, ama adelsha ke mega mall buat belanja barang-barang mereka, abisnya mereka mau study tour sih (enak banget kan? -___-) sial, padahal aku pengen ikuuuuttt. huhu, sudahlah, kan aku udah pernah. trus kita nonton meraih mimpi, film nya okay sih, biasa lah, tapi boleh juga. hehehe, bukan bermaksud ngejek ato gimana, abis awal-awalnya kurang, tapi akhirnya lumayan juga. eh, waktu lagi jalan-jalan masuk ke pointbreak, eh ketemu si sekti ntah lagi apa anak itu. trus kita foto-foto deh, mumpung ada dia gitulo, jasa tukang potret gratis kan boleh juga tuh :D

terus abis itu kita muter-muter bareng si sekti, kesana kemari pasti aja ada foto-foto, namanya juga orang narsis, tapi dia malu fotoin kita, ntah kenapa -,-" sungguh jahatnya dikau sek.
hehe. abis itu akhir-akhirnya nongkrong deh di j.co, makan j.cool bareng tapi yang beli cuma aku ama maria. si sekti pesennya bolak balik nanya mulu topping nya apa, ntah lah tu anak, abis ni kaki uda bener-bener sakit jalan kesana kemari.. thankyou sekti :D

abis itu aku di telfon ama mamaku, ditanya dimana, trus dijemput deh, eh, ternyata mamaku masih mau ke hypermart, jadi aku tunggu di j.co, balik kesono lagi, trus ketemu mereka, eh si adelsha nangis, aku tanya kenapa, kata si maria kagak di jemput, nah, mo numpang aku, aku tanya deh ama mamaku, boleh kaga, tapi ga dibales, beginilah kalau sudah belanja -___-
tapi mereka tiba-tiba dijemput, ya sudah, pulanglah mereka, trus aku ke hypermart, si sekti gatau kemana, hehe.

trus hari ini aku masuk sekolah, telat, seharusnya jam 7.30 udah harus dateng ke skull, abis uda janjian ama melissa, tapi gatau kenapa ngantuk banget, kemaren aja ketiduran. gila bukan? itu hal yang sungguh tidak biasa terjadi. biasanya malah seneng banget tidur malem, ini setengah 11 ato ga 12 uda teler. -.-

abis itu nyampe, liat melissa dkk lagi duduk deket tangga, ngobrol ama mereka trus abis itu padus, capek banget deh, udah lagu kedua aga ketinggian lagi. trus abis itu pada ke taman semua, yang seharusnya mau ke j.co bareng melissa gak jadi. hiks, sedih diriku. trus ke dc mall liat-liat laptop, kagak suka pengennya vaio tapi gak ada, adanya compaq, lenovo, acer ama toshiba. kan ga bagus-bagus banget ya ga? pengen beli laptop -__-
abis itu pulang deh.