Saturday, December 19, 2009

party in the USA.

HELLO BLOGGAAAAAHH. long time no post huh? yeah. so last week, well, on sunday to be exact. i went to jakarta to apply the visa to the US & Australia. and, the good news is, i got the visa to the US, but i still don't know about the Australia visa, cuz, i just applied it like yesterday and i'm so excited that i'm going to LA on 24 december, and i'll be back on january bitches (y)

and well the bad news is when my father took my report card and he asked the permission whether i could go with him to australia or not. AND THEN, mr. bengbeng said that i can't go. and i was like WTF MAAAAN. i am going. i have to go. i'm pissed man, seriously. I AM.

well, i hope that i can go to aussie with my dad, please maaan, please! :( i'm begging you.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

we're freaks. and we're proud of it.

HELL-OH bloggies :)
tadi tu class met kedua loh, emm, lumayan lah, ga secapek & sekeringetan kemaren. jadi tuh ya cuma maen voli doang, tapi saya ga ikut :P cuma mensupport saja. hehe, terus tadi tuh kebanyakkan foto - fotonya perasaan yah -__- ah gapapa deh, yang penting kan kita juga support. jadi tu abis pulang dari sekolah aku ama si vanessa berlian langsung pergi ke mm gitu, critanya mau ama si velis, donny, christy & amandus. tapi pada ga dateng tu anak - anak semuanya -__-
terus pas sampe aku ama nessa langsung ke xxi beli tiket, di xxi ketemu ama henokh, ruben, jerki, andrew & tommy. terus hi-hi'an nyikok popcornnya si jerki & ruben dikit abis itu beli tiket deh. kita nonton old dogs, critanya bole lah, lucu. lumayan seru juga sih, tapi kata si inyoi jelek, yaah, ga begitu sih. abis itu tu kita nonton dikirinya mereka - mereka berlima itu noh, terus si ruben sms - sms bilang itu tu yang tadi maen di 90210. terus abis itu bilang 'cel mau kagak popcornnya? kenyang' enak aje nih, daritadi dong ngasihnya bang, masa dikasih bekas - bekasan? gamau dong tentunya saya. ehehe, terus pas nonton, aku ngeliatin sms orang ga jelas gitudeh -__- terus si nessa juga. dodol deh! abis nonton kita makan deh di coffee town, disono kita mesen nasi goreng, terus minumnya teh obeng, abis dari sono ketemu deh ama si jerki & ruben di, aku beli terus uda langsung ngegossip dah bareng-bareng, dari ngomongin anak global, djuwita, kartini, ampe ampe charitas. biasalah, gossip. abis itu datenglah si henokh dkk, terus ga lama kemudian si jerki pulang, terus si ruben juga. nah, kita berdua yang belom dijemput kebingungan, uda m3 kayaknya ada gangguan lagi ga bisa sms-an, ga bisa nelfon, nah, udah deh, kita muter - muter mm cuma buat nyari orang baek hati yang mau minjemin, nah, ketemu gary, dia minjemin, tapi tetep kaga bisa -__- terus abis itu kita ke tempat toko kacamata buat minjem telfon, eh untungnyaaaa dibolehin. terus aku tu disuruh beli gitu setengah lusin ama si mama, udah tau uang tu pas-pas'an banget deh tinggal 25 ribu. ya udah deh, kita jalan lagi, muter-muter ambil ketawa-ketawa kayak orgil gitu, mana tu mall sepi lagi. terus abis itu aku beli bubble tea. abis beli bubble tea ketemu ama jo & reza, nah kita minjem hape, terus UNTUNGNYA bisa. jadi kita nih pusing banget gimana caranya mo beli pake uang 24 rebeng? nah, muncul deh tu ide - ide buat kerja di toko kacamata per 30 menit 10 rebeng, terus di juga 1 orang 20 rebeng jadi kan kita b2 jadinya 40 rebeng, nah pas buat beli 1 lusin, ide bagus kaaan? oh iya dong. tapi ga kesampean, terus pas lagi nunggu depan ketemu ama bidadari & temennya, terus sapa-sapa'an & akhirnya dijemput deh. terus abis itu nganter nessa pulang deh :D

Sunday, December 6, 2009

you got this thing, that's why i like you.

so, yesterday i figured out this series the title of this series is i <3 vampires, and i watched it, and i found that this is so interesting. it's about 2 girls who are so obsessed & they are such a huge fan of the book called 'confessions of a high school vampires' and one day, they get this email from someone who gave them a copy of the book which hasn't been published & they published it in their website, and since then, everything seems wrong.

i like this song <3

Damn,I want my baby back
It's so cold without her
Cold without her
She's gone
Now I'm alone, no one to hold on
Cause she was the only one
And I know I was dead wrong
But if you u u
If you u u
See her sooonn
Ask her will she forgive me

If you ever see her
If you ever meet her
If you ever get a chance to sit down and talk to her,
let her know it's so cold
It's so cold, it's so cold
Here without her
And tell her I miss her
Tell her I need her
Tell her I want her
I really want her to come back home, back to keep me warm
Tell her I'm sorry, I'm really sorry
Can you forgive me?
Please forgive me
And come back home, keep me safe and warm

Now my baby's really gone
I don't know if she's coming home
My love's up,
I know
Tell me what to do to get her back
Back where her heart belongs, been gone from me too long

So if you u u, seen my boo o o
Please can you u u
Can you tell her for me

If you ever see her
If you ever meet her
If you ever get a chance to sit down and talk to her
Let her know it's so cold
It's so cold, it's so cold
Here without her
And tell her I miss her
Tell her I need her
Tell her I want her
I really want her to come back home, back to keep me warm
Tell her I'm sorry, I'm really sorry
Can you forgive me?
Please forgive me
And come back home, keep me safe and warm

If you ever see her
If you ever meet her
If you ever get a chance to sit down and talk to her
Let her know it's so cold
It's so cold, it's so cold
Wïthout her

Saturday, December 5, 2009

should i give up?

so, tomorrow is going to be a fantastic day, i know i know. i used to hate mondays, but not tomorrow. it's going to be FUN, well, tomorrow is actually the last day of final exam, and maybe i'm going out tomorrow, well. i keep thinking about this, this is going to be the last class meeting. how sad :( i wish things can slow down a little, but i guess not. so, i hope this is the best class meeting ever.

and btw, i watched (if i'm not wrong) yesterday. the movie was okay, but when i get into the studio, it's just the two us. i repeat, the two of us, nobody watched it except us. poor xxi. well, i'm not that shocked, cuz you know, it's like all the schools in batam are having final exam. so, no wonder.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

i needed someone to show me how i could be.

so, i'm gonna show you the tickets, well all of them, just some & with whom i'm going with. lol.

new moon ---> with spidooooooool

2012 ---> with amelia on tuesday & with conita, christy aisyah, chelend, naomi & cinthya on saturday.

ice age 3 & hannah montana ---> with my lovely sista maria nadya yosephine hutapea ♥

the final destination 4 ---> ruben & chyka

the ugly truth ---> with my mom.

well, there's still many of them.


Y'ALL KNOW WHAT? yesterday i watched new moon & the studio was so damn crowded. i met aisyah and her mother and maybe her sister. i don't see them that clear. we talked for a while, well, i say hi, and then she say hi too. i enjoyed the movie so much, especially when there's this hawtie taylor lautner. i just love him, he's so damn damn kool. 8 packs or 6 packs for GOD SAKE. can you believe that!? aaaw ♥ totally hawt~~~ yeah. of course, my boyfriend. duh.

i hate the ending, i don't know why, it's like there's no 'something' in it. it's like, hmm, if i can give a rating from 1 til 10 the ending is just 4 or maybe 5. i love it when the there's dakota fanning, she looks stunning & the way she talks and walk. i adore her. i mean it bloggies. y'all should watch that movie, it's just great & awwsuuuum ;) so, the film starts around 7.30 & finished around 9.30 anyway, thanks for accompanying me, love yaa ♥ :D

Thursday, November 26, 2009

oh, gosh. i'm in love with you ----> lomo ♥

i don't know why, but now i'm in love with lomo. i mean it's so kool. the effects & the camera also. i want it so much, i REALLY REALLY want it. i hope mom gives me a lomo for my birthday. and here's one that i wanted.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

7a ♥

aku jadi inget pas kelas 7, masih awal2nya masuk esempeh tuh, seru bangeeeet!
itu tu waktu aku pertama ketemu ama melissa elisabeth, waktu pertama kenalan dll :)
aduh, kangen banget deh waktu itu. banyak banget kenakalan - kenakalan yang seru.
jadi nih, aku kasih tau deh kejadian2 nya.

jadi pas kelas 7 itu, kelas aku tu dicap jadi kelas paling nakal, emang sih, kita tu ribut, nakal dll. iseng lagi kita kita! jadi dulu tu kita sering disuruh keluar kelas, and what 'kita' refers to all of us. yes, i mean it. all of us! terus kita tu sering banget buat guru marah, ke toilet bareng2, ribut, ngobrol dll. apa lagi pas pelajaran emtekah, jadi kita tu PASTI ketoilet rame2 jadi tu satu kelas pada ke toilet semua, dan bagusnya lagi tu guru acuh aja, jadi gapapa gitu. hehe, seru bukaan? terus pas pelajaran itu juga kita tu satu kelas ribuuuut banget, ntar tu guru harus nyuruh beberapa orang keluar dulu baru deh pada diem, dan kita malah tambah ribut2in biar keluar. abisnya pelajaran tu guru tu ngebosenin gitudeh.

terus aku inget waktu aku melissa ama christy makan dikantin, jadi tu kita lagi makan, terus belom selesai, jadinya kita tu nungguin dulu ampe tu makanan keluar. nah, kita namain itu tu NAFSU MIE REBUS ---> berhubung makanannya tu mie rebus, jadi kita telat masuk kelas gitudeh sekitar 30 menit n ga boleh masuk ampe 1 jam pelajaran. ya udah deh kita nongkrong di depan kelas mbil crita2. itu tu pas pelajaran fisika, jadi kita tu ya biasa gitudeh.

terus ada lagi waktu aku chyka, christy, melissa, ama siapa ya satu lagi lupak deh aku. terus kita tu malah bikin drama ga jelas gitudeh, ntar si christy ama melissa pura2 berantem gitudeh, terus egla nya pura2 sok2 ngelerai gitu. lucu bangeet! :D
aduh, seru banget deh ya? hehe. IYA DONG.

terus apa lagi yaah? OIYAH! aku masih inget waktu tu kita satu kelas dijemur panas2 dilapangan upacara trus si bu Rosa marah gitudeh, kita disuruh minta maaf ama sr. Kumar, ya uda deh setelah keringetan & kepanasan kita minta maaf ama sr. Kumar, baris2 lagi loh teman2, bener2 deh ampe pada diliatin guru2 lagi. aduh gile, gokil kan teman?

yoi dong. abis itu apa lagi ya? oia, waktu tu sempet ama petra amel melissa ga ikut tambahan berapa lama gitu abis itu kita ngambil makanan di kelas mandarin abis enak2 sih, hehe. abis itu kita maen spy-spy detective gitudeh teman2. ASIK

aduh, pokoknya banyak deh kejadian seru pas kelas 7. dari ketawa2, berantem, dimarahin guru, disuruh keluar 1 kelas, dijemur, ampe ujung2 naek kelas pokoknya ga bakalan deh lupa ♥


HELL-o bloggies, long time no post.
so i change my layout, i like the one before this, but i like this too.
so, today is teacher's day & it's going good actually.

jadi tuh tadi seruuuuuu banget. kan pas pelajaran bahasa indonesia ama ktk dipake buat masak. ya untuk ktk juga sih. seru banget loh. kan pertamanya aku ama christy motong - motongin ama geprak - geprakin (?) bawang putih, abis itu tuh si christy yang mau motong2 dll deh.
jadinya aku ngambil air, tapi gara - gara wajannya christy terlalu kecil jadinya ga begitu penuh, ya udah deh tapi yang penting ada air gitu. abis itu si christy bantuin, jadinya aku ngurusin dulu deh kompor ku, ternyata tu kompor susah bener deh dibukanya, untung ada amel, ama christy jadinya bisa dibuka deh. *thanks a lot*
terus abis itu kan airnya direbus dulu ampe mendidih, ternyata & kayaknya kita salah beli bihun loh teman - teman, kita malah belinya SO-UN. aduh, aku gatau deh gimana tulisannya yang penting ngerti getoh artinya. hehe, abis itu tuh uda si cynthia yang nanganin tu bihun jadi-jadian dan aku christy & adeline ngurusin yang laennya. terus ternyata kita pada belom dipersiapkan dengan mateng - mateng gitu semuanya. jadi harus pada di potong2 dulu padahal kelompok yang laen uda pada goreng sana goreng sini. NAH, pas bihunnya uda jadi, langsung deh si adeline buang airnya & cynthia ama christy goreng telor (wanginya maknyos loh teman2, sambil ketawa2 lagi seru bangeet) sementara aku? wah aku juga kerja dong. aku lagi motong2 wortel yang susahnya setengah mati dipotong plus kerasnya sekeras baja *lebay*

terus setelah semuanya uda under control, nah, tiba2 nih teman-teman, gatau kenapa terjadilah sebuah kecelakaan kecil. jadi ceritanya tuh gatau kenapa kebakaran gitudeh, jadi si adeline ama christy histeris gitudeh, mana aku masih potong2 & cynthia lagi gatau lagi ngapain lupa tadi :p
terus dengan paniknya si adeline ngisi botol air yang kosong ama air keran trus asal-asalan sirem gatau gimana, dan apinya masih ada gitu. terus pada teriak2 gitudeh ga jelas. dan dengan begoknya saya cuma ngeliat dan balik kerja. yah, masalahnya tu tempat jauh banget teman2, males saya bangun -__- hehe, terus si christy juga, masa pake air di tampung pake tangan, ya pastilah kita ketawa2 ga jelas. akhirnya tu api mati juga berkat adeline the super girl :D
wohoo, dan akhirnya kelas 9a keluar gitudeh *gatau dalam rangka istirahat ato apa* terus parahnya lagi bawang yang kita lagi tumis (?) ato apa gitu gosong, memang kita tuh semuanya pada sibuk sendiri dan adel ama christy yang bagian ngegoreng dll ga ngeliat ato gimana aku juga gatau, abis itu masuk deh itu bihun, dicampur semuaaanya. dan kelupaan! sosis ama baksonya. parah banget kaaan? iya memang. we're screwed. tapi untung ada hany, thanks a lot dear. i love youuu. dia tu ngebela-belain ngebantuin gitudeh megang ama ngasih tau, abis kita uda kayak apa katanya. dan lucu gitudeh ketawa2 kita. abis itu akhirnya jadi deh bihun nya, warnanya menarik banget deh, bener-bener legaaa banget kita ngeliat jerih payah kita jadinya nikmat & selezat itu. HAHAHA. terus udah deh kita (aku dan christy) makan-makanin tu sosis yang nikmatnya bukan maen! ntah sosis ajubile itu uda gede, nikmat lagi. abis itu kita ngasih satu ke Pak Banu ama Sr. Ata. abis itu kita ngambil es teh yang tadi kita titip dengan keadaan :

1. keringetan
2. capek
3. tangan berminyak
4. tangan kotor
5. kaki kesemutan
6. kaki keram
7. badan pegal

wah, enak kan teman-teman masak?

OKAAAY, that's all for today.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

you give me roses but they're all just made of plastic.

so, i've post anything this lately. this has been a though week for me, i guess. so, i'm in IT class & most of the websites were blocked. well, that's not good -,-"
twitter, plurk, facebook. everything's blocked. jeez.

i don't know what's exactly to post. just wishing that things are going to be alright. *fingers crossed*

okaaay, anyway, for our IT project we had to make this forum.
check it out! and don't forget to join :D

Friday, November 6, 2009

i brought you companies.

so, today was the last day of school. i'm frikin tired, my back hurts a LOT. i don't know why, and the weather it's just aaarrrgggghhh -___-" so damn hot am i right? yes. i am.

i got so many works to do, but, still i hafta post something here right? :) so i decided to go online for a couple hours, then going to take a bath & gonna have tuition, but it's still in 2 hours. hehe, so i guess i can still write posts here.

Friday, October 30, 2009

i thought that it would be wonderful tonight, but turns out that i'm wrong.

well, as you can read the title 'i thought that it would be wonderful tonight, but turns out that i'm wrong'. i'm supposed to be at megamall right now, but, you know who says that i'm not allowed to. she obviously said that i can go. i repeat, i can go! but why does she has to changed her mind every time i'm going out, when the time that i should have fun and forget all about my problems. i'm tired with this situation, EVERY TIME. i mean it, she keeps doing it every time!
if you don't want me to go, just say it yesterday, not now.

okay, one word for you : BITCH.

i'd love to love you again.

thank god it's friday!

HOLA bitches.
it's friday and i'm fuckin excited, it's gonna be a wonderful (well, not-so-wonderful cuz i got sick this couple days) weekend. but, i'm pretty much upset cuz we're supposed to have this halloween party at school but the teachers said that this is going to make this, and that and this.
so, what can i say? -____-" i am pissed. but, whatefs.

so, tomorrow, the match. yeah, i keep sayin this right? yes. cuz i'm so excited now.
gonna go take a shower, than back blogging.

new layout peeps.

so, i changed my layout, it's kinda girly. but okay i guess, i don't have any idea again, so this is just it. anyway, i can't wait till tomorrow, i have a feeling that it will be a TOTAL BLAST.
haha, yea, i know. it's weird that you have some kind of feeling deep inside you to know something will going to be good or bad. i hope *fingers crossed* that tomorrow's going to be a total blast just like my feeling. lets just see how it will turns out tomorrow. gonna upload the pictures tomorrow too. you can check it out on facebook or here :)

remember to follow my blog <3

Thursday, October 29, 2009

flu & batuk & tenggorokan sakit & demam = FUCK.

long time no post, i miss you a lot.

so, i got two topics, good and bad news. i'll tell you the bad news first okay?

here we go,
right now i'm not feeling so well but decided to give it a shot to online for just an hour or maybe two. you know what? right now i got this fucking diseases, as you can read from the tittle. yeah, it's just damn irritating isn't it? and now i'm coughing till death. i think the flu thingy is getting okay, but not FINE. i got tution this evening at 7 exactly, i still don't feel so well and i don't know if maybe i should go or something.

and now for the good news is,
charitas and djuwita is going to have a football match thingy, we called it 'tanding futsal' wohoo.
i am so god damn happy for this, that means i can meet my sistas. I miss damn so much, i mean it. really.

okaaay, i think this is all the end of my shit, gonna post what happened on saturday.

Friday, October 23, 2009

i love the lyrics.

i like this song, but like-like, just like. the lyrics is just so damn kool ♥

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, believing

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

Two is better than one.

i wish i'm dead or something.

ah, today wasn't good at ALL. i got so pissed and cry in the class, but first i think nobody notice it. then damian said 'jangan nangis' or something and then vanessa said 'michelle, kenapa?'. then mr. bengbeng said 'kamu kenapa chell?' and it was like the whole class looking at me.
i'm sorry to christy, i'm just in a really-really bad mood so i kinda ignored you or mad or something. sorry, i didn't mean that way. then when i went home my mom ask me to joing a program, i don't know what program. i hate the fact that i MUST go. it's just so sickening, doesn't it? YEAH. it was.
and she's like mad at me, trying to say she didn't forced me to do so, if i don't want to so whatever.
i mean the program is like tomorrow and sunday. i got exams bitch. i have to study! i hate you so much i repeat, SO MUCH!
okay, now i'm gonna need to calm down a sec, and try to relax. i know i'm stronger than this.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

it works.

finally, my internet connection @ my house is working. it is such a relief for me. now i'm in IT lab making a new post and upgrading my blog. it's so damn plain, but i didn't really like pyzam's layout, they're sometimes so girly and sometimes just so-not-kool. (norak gitude) -___-"

so, i got physics assignment tomorrow, i have to bring this & that. well, just a bottle i guess, but i don't know where to find it.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

loving you is so damn hard.

hello, just got back from school, and now i'm sitting infront of my dad's laptop while texting with sisko. i'm so exhausted, you gotta know how exhausted it is to live a life like mine. got up 7 in the morning, and went home at 3 pm. could you just believe that?! well, i'm luckier than the dj's student, they went home at 5. LOL.

so, i got biology test tomorrow, i'm so tired to study, i still wanna upload my pics, but the internet connection is so slow, how can i ever upload my pics then!?
and just for the information, school's internet connection was like a shit too. so damn slow. oh god damn it.

and the weather, it's so hot right now, idk why but i feel so damn hot.
oh batam, how could you be colder?!

okay, that's all of my shits.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

internet lambat = kesel.

internet dirumah lambat banget, di sekolah juga sekarang jadi lambat. bikin kesel lagi, sekali gitu yah maunya internet rumah cepet trus internet skolah juga cepet. kan bikin kesel aja, mo ngeupload foto jadi lambat banget. uda fotonya BUANYAK lagi. ckckck, tolong, plis banget. ini juga mo ngeulpoad di tumblr pake nunggu-nunggu segala.

yeah, we're freaks for sure!

so, last saturday, i took a LOTTA pictures. with melissa christy and hany then, went to mega mall to meet juita, maria, chicka, cinthya and aubrey. and also, the guys. it was so much fun.
just check out my facebook for more pics. the internet is now so slow. fuck it.

Friday, October 9, 2009

udah capek aku ama sikap kalian.

aku capek ama sikap kalian, capek aku dimarah-marahin! capek aku disalah-salahin. kalian gatau perasaan aku, kalian cuma bisa ngerocos ga berhenti ga bisa mikir lagi kalo uda ngomong, mending kalo tu perkataan baek. ini perkataannya ga cocok buat disampein dari ortu ke anaknya. tau ga aku tu uda muak ama kata-kata kalian?! pake bawa-bawa guru lah, sodara lah, temen lah. udah capek tau ga, ntar pagi-pagi, masih baek-baek, eh tiba-tiba uda marah ga jelas. padahal apa sih salah aku? masalah kecil aja di gede-gedein. uda sakit tau ga aku dibilang-bilang gini. awalnya dari apa sih?! cuma jalan, bilang aja ga dibolehin! gausah deh alesan pake ini itu ini itu! yang mo masukkin primagama siapa sih? elu kan! kok sekarang malah aku yang disalah-salahin mo masuk cuma buat temen! baru sekali liat ortu kayak gini. 1 word, bacot.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

i need some extra time guys.

okay, so yesterday me, hany, melissa, and inyoi took some pics.
so here it is :)
it's so hard to upload from my phone. the image turns out to be not good. -____-"

you wanna try on someone else. you might like seeing how it felt.

i'm in IT lab right now, uploading some pictures and writing new post. it's so hard to upload pics from my computer, the internet connection really sucks. and i hate using it, i prefer to ulpoad my pics from my phone, but it turns out to be blurry and etc. but still nice :)
i'm thinking about holidays this lately, idk why, but i really need an extra time just for my self to relax. i didn't get it like this whole month, cuz i'm home about 3.30 and i have to take a bath and study, i have a course around 6 pm. and btw, today's my first day @ primagama, wish me luck guys!

Saturday, October 3, 2009

lemme tell you one time.

hello peeps, kemaren libur, aku, maria, ama adelsha ke mega mall buat belanja barang-barang mereka, abisnya mereka mau study tour sih (enak banget kan? -___-) sial, padahal aku pengen ikuuuuttt. huhu, sudahlah, kan aku udah pernah. trus kita nonton meraih mimpi, film nya okay sih, biasa lah, tapi boleh juga. hehehe, bukan bermaksud ngejek ato gimana, abis awal-awalnya kurang, tapi akhirnya lumayan juga. eh, waktu lagi jalan-jalan masuk ke pointbreak, eh ketemu si sekti ntah lagi apa anak itu. trus kita foto-foto deh, mumpung ada dia gitulo, jasa tukang potret gratis kan boleh juga tuh :D

terus abis itu kita muter-muter bareng si sekti, kesana kemari pasti aja ada foto-foto, namanya juga orang narsis, tapi dia malu fotoin kita, ntah kenapa -,-" sungguh jahatnya dikau sek.
hehe. abis itu akhir-akhirnya nongkrong deh di, makan bareng tapi yang beli cuma aku ama maria. si sekti pesennya bolak balik nanya mulu topping nya apa, ntah lah tu anak, abis ni kaki uda bener-bener sakit jalan kesana kemari.. thankyou sekti :D

abis itu aku di telfon ama mamaku, ditanya dimana, trus dijemput deh, eh, ternyata mamaku masih mau ke hypermart, jadi aku tunggu di, balik kesono lagi, trus ketemu mereka, eh si adelsha nangis, aku tanya kenapa, kata si maria kagak di jemput, nah, mo numpang aku, aku tanya deh ama mamaku, boleh kaga, tapi ga dibales, beginilah kalau sudah belanja -___-
tapi mereka tiba-tiba dijemput, ya sudah, pulanglah mereka, trus aku ke hypermart, si sekti gatau kemana, hehe.

trus hari ini aku masuk sekolah, telat, seharusnya jam 7.30 udah harus dateng ke skull, abis uda janjian ama melissa, tapi gatau kenapa ngantuk banget, kemaren aja ketiduran. gila bukan? itu hal yang sungguh tidak biasa terjadi. biasanya malah seneng banget tidur malem, ini setengah 11 ato ga 12 uda teler. -.-

abis itu nyampe, liat melissa dkk lagi duduk deket tangga, ngobrol ama mereka trus abis itu padus, capek banget deh, udah lagu kedua aga ketinggian lagi. trus abis itu pada ke taman semua, yang seharusnya mau ke bareng melissa gak jadi. hiks, sedih diriku. trus ke dc mall liat-liat laptop, kagak suka pengennya vaio tapi gak ada, adanya compaq, lenovo, acer ama toshiba. kan ga bagus-bagus banget ya ga? pengen beli laptop -__-
abis itu pulang deh.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

mo ganti layout. plain abis punyaku! -___-

pengen ganti layout, layout ku uda ganti warna jadi item tapi masih aja plain banget, pengen ganti lagi deh -___-
tapi nyari layout ga ada yang bagus di pyzam. kasiannya diri ku. gasabar deh besok libur! waktunya jalan, yea beybeh :D

IT class.

lagi di IT class, tadi abis ulangan. sekarang lagi free, ulangan nya ga susah-susah banget sih tapi gabisa nomor 1. sitting between amelia n christy today, amandus ga masuk. yaudah deh. hehe.
aduh gile gokil ni facebook, LOLA abis. yang laen uda pada buka facebook aku masih nunggu dia log in -____-" sungguh ga seru! ya ga?
uda deh, males ngepost, gatau mo ngomong apaan. cuma tau besok LIBUR! yeah :D

libur lagi libur lagi, hatiku bahagia

gasabar gasabar n gasabar banget, soalnya hari jumat libur. UWYEAH.
bisa jalan - jalan deh, melepas sumpeknya dirumah. hehe. kita libur gara-gara guru-guru rekoleksi kalo ga salah, lupa deh. abis uda konsen ke kata 'LIBUR' n 'belajar dirumah' yang gabakalan deh aku kerjain. palingan ya aku cuma nonton tivi abis itu maen internet n ym-an ama maria (my dearest sista) hehehe. ga salah dong? kan libur! Enaknya sekolah charitas kalo uda kayak gini, tapi gaseru gara-gara sabtu nya masuk, jadi ga bisa nikmatin rasanya dirumah 2 hari n jalan-jalan terus. berhubungan mama lagi di jakarta. gatau juga sih kapan pulangnya, tapi yah gitudeh. ragu aku papaku mo nganterin apa kagak. dia kan strict banget jadi orang -___- sial. oiya, tadi gajadi nanyi, fiuh. tapi ada ulangan ips yang susahnya bukan maen ampe bikin ni kepala serasa mo meledak.DUAR pas belajar. ga isi skitar 15-an lebih abis kaga tau n amnesia tiba-tiba (aneh bukan?) ya, emang aneh. bener-bener bu Rosa kejamnya minta ampun ngasi ulangan ampe 45 soal, uda waktu nya dikit bener lagi, mending ampe istirahat, ini cuma 1 jam, dipotong belom lagi ngasihnya n si ibu mo ngasih pengumuman jadi nya ya dikurangin 5 menit n waktu si ibu lucu-lucu kan pada ga konsen tuh, yaga? yadong.

sekarang lagi mo ngirim foto ke amel, tadi aku ga sengaja ke delete pas mo ngopy, dicoba lagi eh ga bisa, tewaslah sudah -___- untungnya si amel bae besok mo foto lagi, kalo kaga kan uda aku yang di marahin yah? ampun bunda :(
hehehe. tadi baru aja upload 4 foto kalo ga salah, trus buka fb n noti ampe 30an lebih, gila ngaco ni orang pada bikin susah owe aje. tapi gapapa lah, niat baek mereka.

kadang kalo uda males ngepost ya ngepostnya pendek-pendek, tapi gatau kenapa hari ini lagi mood ato gimana ampe sebegini panjangnyaa. ahaha. uda pada ngomong ga penting-penting lagi.
okedeh, di udahin aja, pusing juga ntar orang-orang ngebacanyaa!

Friday, September 25, 2009

let true love decide if we should be, together.

I'm sorry, i'm not perfect, i made mistakes, that's ppl.
but could you just understands me for a second? i need you to be right here beside me, not all the time. you know that i love you, i care for you, i don't want you to change a 100%, just your attitude, i don't like it. but it doesn't mean that i don't want you. no, don't think about it. i'm not writing this for you to think that i'm a drama queen or something. i try my best to make you happy, but you don't show it. i think i'm not the right one for you.

i'll try my best to forget you. and let everything passed, i know i can. and so do you, there are millions of guys there, out there, and not only you.

I'm home bitches :D

HELLO bloggie, long time no post.
imissyou dear blogger.

btw, i'm home. hongkong was amazing, so many places to shop, many wonderful scenery and of course the prices was not as expensive as in singapore. it's like 1 time cheaper than in singapore. woot. and of course, i bought a LOTTA things, i bought bags, gladiators, dresses, t-shirts, watch, necklace and others. it's all vintage, well not all of it. half of it are vintage and the others are not. that's the good part. the bad part is, that i got so many homeworks. damnit. fuck. i hate homeworks, exams, test and others. it pissed me off. and now it's saturday and i'm not allowed to go, and i'm too lazy to do my homeworks. i text my friends but still, no reply. fvck isn't it? yea. it is. -___-

Saturday, September 19, 2009


kadang - kadang kalo uda keseringan ngeblog bosen juga yah.
aku uda gatau deh mo ngapain, ga sabar ke sing bareng - bareng ama sista - sista ku yang gelok semuaa :D

pasti seru deh!
jadi tambah gasabar nih, pengennya sih nginep, tapi besoknya minggu, terus besoknya senin, uda masuk deh.. Jadi gabisa :(
sedihnyaaa @@
hoho, tapi yang penting yah uda jalan juga uda seru.

sekarang lagi males banget ga ada kerjaan, ni internet lambat banget!
pengen gue bakar kadang sangking leletnya.

you say that you love me.


so, i've been thinking for a while, about my future, about my life, about everything i need to do and i don't need to.
i'm not a bad, i'm not that naughty, but i'm playful. i don't do things i don't like, i say NO to everything i dislikes.

don't hate me and blame me because of that, if i've done something wrong, i'm sorry.
don't you know that nobody's perfect?
yea, i'm not, and so do you.

i just wanna say i'm sorry.
and, please, understand me.

Friday, September 18, 2009


I HATE MATHS AND PHYSICS, that two subject are really sickening.
i know i'm not good at math and physics, but i don't know why, even when i have already try to learn and understand it the result came with a disappointing mark. i don't know why, but when i do it i felt confident but after i saw the result i don't really sure what's happening.
i felt confident doing it, but the result is not good -,-"
well, who's not pissed with this?? WELL I AM.

okay okay, enough said about this whole subject, lets just enjoy our holiday and relax :)

HONGKONG, i'm coming.

aku uda ga sabar deh ke Hongkong. pasti seru banget ntar disana! ke disneyland maen - maen, wlopun uda pernah. tapi gapapalah, sekarang kan aku bisa mejeng ama si canella ku tercinta. YEY. aku bisa foto - foto smua bangunan yang ada di sudut kota hongkong. bisa foto - foto smuanya deh.. abis pulang aku kasih tau ya perkembangan disana gimana.
OK bloggey?

i'm not ready dude.

don't you know that i'm not ready?
i'm not ready to go throught all of this?
that my feelings is not 100% for you?

don't you realize that i'm not like the other girls who can date with guys who they don't like or they have no feelings at all!
i'm sorry, i'm not perfect, you have to know that.

i don't wanna be like them, i don't wanna make the same mistake.
please understand me,



i've done something wrong today, god, how i wish i could due over everything.
i just felt pity for him, nothing more.

AH. fuck.
how i wish i can due over everything.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

perasaan blog ku plain banget ya.

Plain banget yah blog ku, layoutnya aja putih, abis ga ada layout yang bagus sih.
gatau deh mo ngepost apa, lagi di IT class, boring juga deh lama2.

mo ngepost yang panjang tapi ga ada ide -_-"
blom ada inspirasi.

IT class.

im in IT class now, i love IT subject. it's all about internet for example :
- facebook
- blogger
- friendster (well, haven't use this since like last year, can you believe that??)

and of course i can open my twitter and facebook freely.

tomorrow im gonna have my social studies exam, and that's not kool at all. -_-"

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

hello :D

hello :D
i'm in IT class right now, sitting beside wiseley.

well, it's free so i guess i can do anything :)

Sunday, August 30, 2009

happy birthday my melissa :D

so, yesterday, 29 August 2009 was Melissa's birthday, so, we planned to celebrate it at megamall.

We watch pocong jalan blora, the film was okay i guess, i enjoyed it. not really, but still. okay.
So, when i arrived there, meli said : 'ketemu di xxi yah'. then i reply her text, 'okay.'
Well, we didn't actually met there, halfway to xxi for sure :]

After that we went to surya optik if i'm not wrong, hany wanted to buy a contact lens, so, we accompany her. And of course, i need one too, mine has been thrown @ starbucks. How ridiculous. T_T
and after buying the contact lenses we went to xxi to buy some movie tickets for me, icha and christy.

Hany wasn't coming with us. Then i lend my money to hany, she spend like around Rp. 400.000 just for that contact lens. jeez, can you imagine that? HAHA. :D

okay, after finished watching the movie we went to es teller to eat, i ordered nasi goreng sambel terasi *yummy*. It tastes so great that i could barely eat two plate of it. ROFLMAO.
Melissa ordered nasi goreng ikan asin and Christy ordered nasi goreng biasa. We all drink ice lemon tea. One of my favorite drinks ;)

And then Meli went home, and me and christy went to buy some :D
delicious, yummy and chilling. and we met rachel, maria, jerki and rezlie.

Then, she went home, im just with maria and rezlie but unfotunately, rezlie's dad has pick her up so she and maria went home, at first i guess. Then im stuck with jerki. They came back do you know that? Ha. Just for a couple minutes and then rezlie's dad pick her up.
Sempet juga rebutan maria ama rezlie, hehe :p
abis aku kan gamau sendirian di mega mall. Abis nada lagi nonton, and rezlie mau pulang.
kan kalo di rumah udah enak, ga usah pake ama temen juga asoy. hehe :D
kadang, emang gaseru sih.. SORRY REZLIE ;(

So, thankfully, Maria's coming with me, we sat at xxi and met nada and mutia, her sister.
Guess what? xxi's closed around 5, maybe it's because this is a fasting month so it's close.
So, we decided to waited downstairs and finally met with nada and mutia again.
and then my aunt pick me up, and maria's brother pick her up and we went home.


so long no post.

wow, i haven't been posting since like, i don't know.. hmm, 6 months? 4 months?
haha. :D lol.

i have no time to create a new post, i got school homeworks, exams, and others.
It's kinda complicated when you have my kind of schedule.

So many works that i have to do, and i've been trying so hard just to enjoy it.

Monday, May 4, 2009

I ran over a squirrel riding a motorcycle because that's how i roll

Pick the month you were born:
January-------I kicked
February------I loved
March--------I karate chopped
April----------I licked
May----------I jumped on
June----------I smelled
July-----------I did the Macarena With
August--------I had lunch with
September----I danced with
October-------I sang to
November-----I yelled at
December-----I ran over

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a birdbath
2-------a monster
3-------a phone
4-------a fork
5-------a snowman
6-------a gangster
7-------my mobile phone
8-------my dog
9-------my best friends' boyfriend
10-------my neighbour
11-------my science teacher
12-------a banana
13-------a fireman
14-------a stuffed animal
15-------a goat
16-------a pickle
17-------your mom
18-------a spoon
19------ - a smurf
20-------a baseball bat
21-------a ninja
22-------Chuck Norris
23-------a noodle
24-------a squirrel
25-------a football player
26-------my sister
27-------my brother
28-------an iPod
29-------a surfer
30-------a homeless guy
31-------a llama

What is the last number of the year you were born:
1--------- In my car
2 --------- On your car
3 ----------- In a hole
4 ----------- Under your bed
5 ----------- Riding a Motorcycle
6 --------- sliding down a hill
7 --------- in an elevator
8---------- at the dinner table
9 -------- In line at the bank
0 -------- in your bathroom

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White---------because I'm cool like that
Black---------because that's how I roll.
Pink-----------because I'm NOT crazy.
Red-----------because the voices told me to.
Blue-----------because I'm sexy and I do what I want
Green---------because I think I need some serious help.
Purple---------because I'm AWESOME!
Grey----------because Big Bird said to and he's my leader.
Yellow--------because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars
Orange--------because my family thinks I'm stupid anyway.
Brown---------because I can.
Other----------because I'm a Ninja!
None----------because I can't control myself under my bed

mine :

"I ran over a squirrel riding a motorcycle because that's how i roll"

Saturday, May 2, 2009

I'm a freaky cutie with a sexy smile who ran naked wit an easter egg because the lil people told me to.

First, add "I'm a/an" on your title, then add the rest of the answers on as you do the questions
Tag 10 people

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[x] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing?
[x]Shorts = cutie
[ ]Skirt/skort = skank
[ ]Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ]Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ]Ripped jeans = emo
[ ]Cammo = cage fighter
[ ]Jeans = prep
[ ]Pajamas = pimp
[ ]Cargo = clown
[ ]Sweats = athlete
[ ]Boxers = brat
[ ]Booty shorts = female
[ ]Capris = Gangster
[ ]Nothing = hoe
[ ]Dickies = weirdo
[ ]Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ]Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?
[ ]Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ]Blonde = with a broken heart
[x ]Black = with a sexy smile
[ ]Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ]Red = that likes to have fun
[ ]Brown = who loves to be different
[ ]Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ]Bald = with herpes
[ ]Other = with a nice ass

Pick the month you were born on:
[ ]1 = who ate
[ ]2 = who needed
[ ]3 = who killed
[ ]4 = who shot
[ ]5 = who killed
[ ]6 = who smoked with
[ ]7 = who banged
[ ]8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ]9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ]10 = who cuddled with
[ ]11 = who slept with
[x]12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ]01 = the kool-aid man
[ ]02 = a dog
[ ]03 = a shoe
[ ]04 = a toothbrush
[ ]05 = Santa Claus
[ ]06 = The Trojan man
[ ]07 = Barny the dinosaur
[ ]08 = a prostitute
[ ]09 = a porn star
[ ]10 = a bag of weed
[ ]11 = a lover
[ ]12 = a glass of milk
[ ]13 = a horse
[ ]14 = a lesbian
[ ]15 = a stripper
[ ]16 = a pickle
[ ]17 = a jew
[ ]18 = a homo
[ ]19 = an orange
[ ]20 = a dildo
[ ]21 = a homeless guy
[ ]22 = a whore
[ ]23 = my crush
[x]24 = an easter egg
[ ]25 = a jar of honey
[ ]26 = a condom
[ ]27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ]28 = a french fry
[ ]29 = your dealer
[ ]30 = Paris Hilton
[ ]31 = your grandma

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[ ]White = because I love marijuana
[ ]Black = because im sexy as hell
[x]Pink = Because the lil people told me to
[ ]Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ]Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ]Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ]Purple = because I'm gay
[ ]Gray = because I got dared
[ ]Other = because that's how I roll
[ ]Green = because I licked a cow's bellybutton
[ ]Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ]Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ]Brown = because I had to
[ ]Shirtless = because I've got abs

I'm a freaky cutie with a sexy smile who ran naked wit an easter egg because the lil people told me to.


f you get more than 30, get some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of crap.
Tag 10 of your friends and find out whether or not they suffer paranoia.

I fear ...
[ ] black people
[X] the dark (sometimes)
[x] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 3

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 4

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed/mugged
[x] falling
[ ]clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[ ] tornadoes

Total so far: 7

[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up, old

Total so far: 13

[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[x] blood

Total: 17

Now re-post with:
“I'm afraid of a ___ out of 72 common fears"

I'm afraid of a 17 out of 72 common fears.
am i normal??

I screwed up 33 % of my school life.

How screwed up are you in school? Take this test and find out! The number of things you answered, you multiply it by 3, then you'll get your percentage. Tag away and have fun!

[♥] Gotten detention.
[ ] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test.

[ ] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[♥] Didn’t do homework over 5 times
[ ] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[♥] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

[ ] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.
[ ] Texted people during class.
[♥] Passed notes.
[ ] Threw stuff across the room.
[♥] Laughed at the teacher.

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[♥] Went on myspace , facebook , xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[ ] Took pictures during school hours.
[ ] Called someone during school hours.
[ ] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc. during class.

[ ] Threw something at the teacher.
[♥] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[ ] Broke the dress code.
[ ] Failed a class.
[] Ate food during class.

[ ] Gotten a call from school.
[ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[♥] Didn’t take your stuff to school.
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[ ] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking. hmm .. :)
[] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear "WHAT DID YOU SAY ?"

[ ] Faked your parents signature
[♥] Slept in class.
[♥] Cursed at a teacher to their face
[♥] copied hw .

Grande Totale: 11

Multiply by 3 = 33%

Put the title in the heading of your note as "I screwed up __% of my school life!" according to your answers.

Saturday, April 11, 2009



1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
4. Tag 15 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

1. If someone asks "Are you okay?", you say?
i learned from u

2. How would you describe yourself?
u r the music in me ? what ?

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
u're beautiful ? huh ?

4. How do you feel today?

5. What is your life’s purpose?
Don't forget :(

6. What is your motto?
Get back ?

7. What do your friends think of you?
bottom of the ocean ? what ?

8. What do you think about very often?
complicated ;p

9. What is 2+2?
Decode ? hho

10. What do you think of your best friend?
21 questions ?

11. What is your life story?

12. What do you want to be when you grow up?
This is our town

13. What do you think when you see the person you like?
Womanizer wellew ?

14. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Touch my body ? hahaha :D

15. What will they play at your funeral?
1 in a million :(

16. What is your hobby/interest?
Lollipop ;)

17. What’s your biggest fear?
Your guardian angel

18. What do you want right now?
if i were a boy , wew , nice :]

19. What do you think of your friend?
first love

20. What will you post this as?