You better read this.

Hmm.

I totally agree.

By the way this post reminds of you, yes you know who you are. ;)

x

Bali '10.♥

Hello... So i'm back from Bali, went there on the 20th of October.
Went to Kuta, Ubud, Nusa Penida, etc.

Let the pictures explains. x
Find me on tumblr ;)

What if?

L i f e.

Hey bloggers, it's 1.35 am in the morning and i can't sleep, going to Bali tomorrow.. erh i mean today. Things have been going so well, school life everything. And i'm having a week holiday now.
I do miss a lot of stuffs and i've been into Tumblr the whole month so yeah i'm just going to post pictures.

Those pictures are with Aakriti, she's so funny. x

this is my school uniform, and this is Mook (:

such a cutie. x love her.

And this is in Kallang. This mall called Kallang Leisure Park, we went ice skating here.

So fun.

And this is Ying Ying.

I'm going to bed, good night.

Make sure you check out my tumblr.

And if you have one, go follow me.

Go stalk me ;)

x

Sometimes 2 hearts just can't dance at the same beat.

Hello Bloggers, long time no post.
Currently busy with school, homework, and other stuffs.
I don't have that much time to blog, well i have now. KAY.

School's been fine and i'm having a day off now, well prolly all of you are having a week off or whatsoever, which i'm not and i'm cool with it. not. HAHAHA.
So yesterday i didn't went to school but i went out with Alicia then went to ECP with Aakriti. Had some talk about school and other stuffs, then i have to go to Taka had dinner in Crystal Jade then went home.
And today i went to Far East, 313 and i met EVAN. oh my lord i miss him to bits, shocked to see him there but yeah. I asdfghjkl miss you. xx (if you're reading this you have to visit me every holidays. lol)

Well did i mention Anita was here around 2 days ago? And well my cousins too. They're loud and sometimes they can be annoying but i love the silliness in them!

Took this pic just now. Love my new heart shades! xx

"I'd rather love someone I can't have, than have someone I can't love." - Nick Jonas

You're wrap around my finger.

Hello Strangers,
Well I'm actually posting again my blog has been boring wasn't it? I didn't get the chance to blog cause I've been away.. Holidays and stuffs, so you know.
Anyways i have orientation today, woke up earlier then i bought the PE uniform, choose the schedule, met the homeroom teacher, and other stuffs.
Then went to borders I'm just spending my time reading about Egypt and Greek mythology you know. Well you guys maybe thought that it's so boring well welcome to my life :-)
Then went to ION, bought a new watch. It's from swatch.
Here are the pictures:

Probably I'm going back to Batam tomorrow. Wish me luck for the first day of school on Monday!

Comments or anything thanks! X

The Red Pyramid.

Jello Readers! So yesterday i bought this book, it's like really thick for someone who doesn't like to read well to me it's quite thick but it's like the coolest book I've read this month.. I love the story I've read so far and can't wait to read more! The story is about a brother and a sister which they're dad disappeared (long story) on his way to catch Osiris the lord of the dead, their father want Osiris to bring their mother back from the dead. The book is about Egypt myth and Greek Gods and stuffs, isn't this just cool? I suddenly want a baboon for a pet and I'll named it Khufu, a pet cat and crocodile which i'll named them after Muffin (for the cat) and Philip of Macedonia (for the crocodile) and we'll live in a mansion in the middle of New York.
And Khufu only eat things ended with "o", such as Dorritos, Nachos, Burritos, Cheerios, Flamingos (haha i know right? but don't ask!) And Khufu love Lakers so much that he wore the Lakers shirt all the time. Now let's talk about Philip of Macedonia, he stays in our swimming pool and he got pink eyes. I know this is so not going to happen.. Well it would happen if i got a massive power which i don't but dreaming and imagining will always be fun! TEE HEE.

I've always thought that reading is fun, you know.. When you read a good book you can just fall into it the moment you saw and you read it, even if it's only the first page. Like the feeling in your head while you're reading it.  Yesterday i read the book like until it's 3 in the morning, seriously i can't stop! I want to but i don't want to. Well if i'm not that tired yesterday i would've read until i fell asleep. HA!

Wanna see the book? Here it is......
The cover is erm, not so good i think. 6 outta 10, sorry but the story is amazing i can bet!

Do i mention that i bought a new camera? I'm a little bit confuse whether it's a Toycam or a Lomo, well probably a mix of Lomo and a Toycam? It's a Golden Half. You can see the results of the pictures of a Golden Half, it's not mine cause i still got no time to print it.

And the camera looks like this! But my the different design, mine got stripes with colors.

"When you grow up, your heart dies."

CHIAAAAOOOO. x

keep on reading, readers!

fill my cbox or comments, anything!

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thanks!

IT'S SO FLUFFY I'M GONNA DIE.

Hello loves, it's been a long time since my last post huh my internet connection didn't work and I'm stuck up at home.. Bored. Somebody please H.E.L.P!! School starts around August something, probably on the 30th. It's still around a month and i got nothing to do. Been waiting for a real holiday since like forever! But mom has always been busy with her stuffs. Nyeh.

Life for me has been boring, it's like waking up, bath, tv, books, tv, eat, more tv, sleep and that again and again and again. Well before my internet connection was cut it was all waking up, bath, internet, internet, eat, tv, sleep. Well probably spend my time on the internet. And life without it was so much boring that you could ever possibly imagine.

So I'm going to Singapore tomorrow, general check ups, cleaning stuffs at home and etc. And can't wait to see the pictures! AND YES finally i printed out the pictures from my diana f+, can't wait to see how it looks.. YIPPIE, I'm feeling excited. And if it possible i wanted to buy the uniform for my new school, well just to make sure that I'm in :) Well and just to make sure you guys didn't know how diana f+ looks like, here it is.

Well my diana f+ looks just like that only mine got flash, and the colors are Pink, Blue and Yellow. I've posted like what it looks like before right? So still remember?

Okay chao, I'll post more if i got more time.
Comments or fill my cbox or whatsoever.
X

"IT'S SO FLUFFY I'M GONNA DIE" - Agnes (She's is terribly cute. I love her to death!)

You're like my first bad habit, I can't live without it, I can't give you up.

Hello people! I just arrived in Batam, can't believe i missed this place so much, and i miss my girls too.
So... You know i spend my holidays in Singapore doing nothing because of the school and stuffs. I want a real holiday, mom keeps pissing me off and my little brother. I can't believe he likes Justin Bieber, i mean... Like okay never mind. I failed to be a good sister. But for you beliebers no offense it's not like i hate him cause no.

So on Wednesday, Munich came to Singapore and we go hang out at Bugis and we met Michelle a! Such a coincidence, i can't believe her mom let her stay over at my house, apartment or whatsoever. And you know we had a lotta fun! I went shopping with Munich, and bought heels, some tank top cardigan and a dress. And dad bought me a new lens for my camera. I love it, it's wide something with fish eye look alike. Well the picture turns out to be like this:

 

So we polished our nails that night, Munich's --> Blue, Michelle a's --> Purple and mine's --> Metallic Blue i know it's kinda dark or something but i just love it. heartshearts :)

The next day we went to Bugis again and took picture at this photo box something, some of the pictures were amazing and some are just... errr... blah. And we're so stupid that we only select one picture!! I can't understand what the hell is the machine talking about, it's Japanese soo.... you know well at least some are good. And after that Michelle went home and i continue with shopping and Munich went somewhere else with her friends after that we meet up at far east (another place to spend my money :p tee hee! and finally we had our dinner at ION. The next day, i was supposed to go home but a bitch keeps on bitching and bitching and i didn't went home, and after that she's all 'goody goody' to me. Sucks.

Taylor Lautner, the love of my life! 

So, i guess with my friends around those days were good, okay I'm done with this.

Well you can check out the other pics on my facebook.
CHAO xx!

Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession.

Jello loves, I'm staying in Singapore today i hope this will be good. I want a Polaroid so bad and a new lens for my camera. It's too plain for me. I wish dad will buy me one, either new lens or Polaroid. Like please, i wanted a new lens like since my birthday which was last year, but i have no idea why mom said no, it's just because of some small problem but she overreacted and that's so her so what can i say? Well let's just hope that dad will buy me one tomorrow. So i watched Nightmare on Elm Street on Saturday, it was kinda scary you can say that after watching it. The movie is okay, fuck Freddy he's scary. HA HA. So anyway mom got mad at me that night, she keeps on annoying me again and again and i meant it that I'm not wrong that night, well i didn't do anything but she keeps on blaming me and getting mad at me and shouting at me. I didn't say a word, i don't want to get involve in this, tired and had enough of this kinda shits everyday and not just mom, dad too. I'm a teenager mom, so it's kinda normal. You just need to understand how teenagers think, and after all you've been in this type of situation right? I wish i had a normal life, just like others. They barely understand how i feel and keep on blaming with what i did, even if i love it or not.. They just didn't care about it, all they wanted to know is that i did what they said and they're happy with it. I wish I'm big enough to live alone, start my life with what i love, get what i deserve. I wish life would've been easier for me... It's not that i hate my life, cause no because of those shits I've become someone tougher, someone stronger, someone who tried to not give a shit of what other people think of her and just live her life. Sometimes i hate that she never understands what i love, and the fact that i just want her to understand the situation that I'm dealing with. It's not as easy as you think. I wish you would change all the attitude.


I learned that you can't buy love on eBay, you can't just put them into your chart or your wish list and buy it with your credit card, love is something. It's sometimes when we came into a person's life, not to make them love us but to let them feel that they're so much worth loving for... Don't you want someone to love you because of that? Yeah? And it doesn't really matter how many times people said 'I love You' to you all that matter is how much they really do..

Loving someone, something or whatsoever is not a crime. It's actually you getting  Try to get an obsession, like me now. I LOVE TAYLOR LAUTNER, and yes I'm proud of it. HOLY CRAP THAT GUY IS A BOMB, total hottie. FIUH. 1 word, HAWT! :D i fucking love you taylor lautner, more than i love...... doner kebab. HA HA. tee hee, muah!


Well I'm not going to post to much, going to bed now. I hope tomorrow will be good, please?
Good night loves! x please comment or just fill my cbox, and I'll love you to death!

Wanna know something?

I MISS YOU. Heck this. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Go laugh about it.



Wish i was there, anyways, i didn't went home today, mom told me she got things to do tomorrow... So okay, can't wait for tomorrow. X

Why won't you help me turn night to day?

Jello guys! Jello, hello? Get it get it? HAHA. Okay, so I've been staying in Singapore for a week, it's been okay, well i spend all week studying, swimming and going online. It's like it's been a daily basis activity, i wish I'm home, there's plenty of things i could do, even tho' i get bored, but i still cherish it! I still wanna go home, with no doubts. I would've gone to some other places, having holidays, you know like what other people did cause it's holidays season now right? But instead of that i was here at home being sealed by mom because of some stupid test I'm going to take on Wednesday well she hopes i passed, and i don't really care about it cause all i want to be is not here, either somewhere further or still in Batam. But you know, I've talked to Ms. Shirley, she told me stuffs and you know i kinda change my mind a little bit, it's just going to be 2 years and when I'm used to everything it's going to be just fast and i do really hope so ;)

You know i can't wait to get back home, i got some plans with my friends yeah something like that. I miss them, a LOT. And you know what made my day today? It's cause you remember. It's just a simple small silly thing people would think but it's something important for me, and i hope for you too. Btw, I haven't seen my friends well emm you can say a long time, i didn't came to the reunion, so i miss them. AH, i miss everyone!

So today i went to Far East plaza to company mom, and i polished my toe nails blue and green, i love them, i wish i could show you the picture, well probably I'll post it later but i love it, looks great! And then we had dinner at Resto Surabaya, well the foods were delicious, i can't get up ya know, i ate too much i guess! So in the afternoon i had tuition, and conference with Melissa, Brigette and oh yeah Wilyon, talking about stuffs just being random so after that we end the chat cause Melissa got to go and Brigette too, so yeah pretty much that.

Ah, i can't wait to meet you, i miss like so much! SO MUCH. Well, keep thinking do you do too? I hope so... Can't. Wait. To. Meet. You! Feels like hugging someone and not wanting to let go, you know that feeling? Yes, that's what i felt now! Gah, missing somebody is a torture.

Well apparently someone pissed me off, err not only someone but a lot of people pissed the fuck off me. I wish i could just ripped their pants off, that would be nice. You guys should get a life, something more interesting than what you guys are doing right now, Okay? Well if I'm really am a bitch I'd make your life a living hell, instead of it I'll just sit back and watch you do it yourself. Seriously. And by the way, let me tell you this.... GET A LIFE. By the way, i had a strange dream yesterday, it's kinda creepy. Well, i don't want it to happen cause seriously it would break me down. Even thinking about it, just about it would probably creep the fuck out of me, let's just hope that it would never happen. Never. Got some random chats yesterday from a bunch of friends, talking about moving and stuffs, there's one thing that i'm afraid of, i know i'm full of insecurities and disappointments but i promise you that there's a part of me that worth's keeping. I hope you knew about that ;)

I finally realized that the secret of being free is not revenge, but letting things unfold in their own way and own time. After all what matters is not the first, but the last chapter of our life which shows how well we ran the race. So smile, laugh, forgive, believe, and love all over again.

Sometimes i just want somebody to hug me and tell me that everything's gonna be fine.

Life is nothing but repetition, the same thing over and over. Somebody might give you a trophy and that supposed to mean you're making a progress but there's no such thing. The fights you fight today are the fights you fight until you die.

So okay, i'm done posting. Can't wait to get back home!

I MISS YOU. x