I love you to infinity and beyond!

I miss you bloggies, sorry for not posting. It's been a while i know, but I'm just too lazy to post...
I've been spending my time going out and editing videos, gosh, it's so much fun! You know i went to megamall on Friday and i did nothing but to make a video with Cinthya! That's a lot of fun, we should do it again sometimes! Check it out on my facebook page, it's the one with the title 'Baby Love Story's In My Head' simple 3 remix of songs, and i love it, go check it out and give some comments, we'll appreciate it :D

Anyway, i went to Nagoya Hill today, watched the haunting in Connecticut, it was hell no fun at all. It's not that scary and the movie was so (n) got what i mean? Yes, I'm disappointed. But whatever, something really made my day, and thanks a lot for that!
Wanna know what i wore? Let see.



So you can see there that i polished my nails pink. AHA, and still i like it! So okay, goodbye from now! And happy last day of May, hello again new month! Can't believe I'm moving on June, wish me luck... On everything! CHAO!

"And i fall in love with you, all over again"

without you, i don't even have a pulse.

HEYAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLL. Wanna know what i did today? Mostly uploading pictures and tagging it, well besides those two sickening thing, went to school. again, for the 'cap 3 jari' thing and fatmawati with Brigette. We ate, took pictures, make videos, laugh and just talk and talk and then she went home. SHE LEFT ME, ALONE, but then my mom pick me up, and i went home.. Thank god.



I'll post the videos ASAP, but not now cause the internet is bitching too much, post it later.
Well you can check the other pictures from my facebook. I upload only some of it here..
I hope tomorrow doesn't suck! \m/ CHAO. x

Baby love story in my head.

Hello bloggies, how are ya today? I've so much fun today, so i woke up around 8.15 ish, then pick Michelle a then off to school, arrived there around 10 ish, met pak Bambang for the 'cap 3 jari' thingy after that me, Brigette, Michelle a, Cha-Cha, Evan and Adeline went to fatmawati. Decided to take brunch, i ordered mie tek - tek, it wasn't as yummy as it used to be and uuh, the orange juice tasted soooooo fresh. Well it's not orange juice, we call it es jeruk not casu It's like heaven. Then after we ate our brunch, we talked and take photos, it's a lot.

damn cha-cha look pretty in here right?? RIGHT!

After having brunch at fatma, me and adel went to Michelle a's house, do you know what we did today? Making videos, it's stupid fun and embarrassing thing to do. We laugh like so hard like dorks, but never mind, it's just the three of us in the house, then after making videos we edited it, and I'm still a little bit confused whether i should upload it to facebook or here later or not.. I'll upload it if i change my mind. And after videos, we took pictures! Stupid silly pictures..
You can see the pictures on my facebook.

Believe me, this is probably 5% of the photos, I'm uploading it now to facebook, and the internet connection is being a bitch. So stupid that it took probably more than half an hour just for those pictures, i know they're plenty, but come on, usually it's not like this. FYI i just realized that the pictures i uploaded on facebook got failed, and i have to re-upload it again. This sucks, so gotta go. CHAOxx.

I call it love, pal.

I'm bored.. Another post wont be a crime right? Well I'm bored in here, sick with Omegle, so many dicks. So, i quit with it and continue with blogger. Feels like posting on something random.. Let's think let's think!

So, i found this from some website.

And this one is super duper cute!

You know i would always wanted for someone to say i love you to me straight away, not from some chat or texts, or maybe calls. It just give more meaning.
I like browsing for pictures, quotes, pictures with writings and stuffs, sometimes the writings is just the words that i would like to say.


Do you know that love isn't an act? It's a whole life. It's staying with someone right now because he/she needs you. It's knowing you and them will still care about each other. Fights and futures when all that's on the shelf and done with. I tell you what love is, it's you on seventy five, and them at seventy one, each of you listening for the others step in the next room. each afraid that a sudden silence, a sudden cry could mean a lifetime's talk is over..


I'm lying to myself, i give myself false hope and false expectations that never match up to reality. I twist circumstances around in my mind to make them seem better than they actually are. I think too much about the smallest, insignificant gestures and blow them up like balloons and float around in this euphoric bubble of what could be and what i want to happen, and am always so let down by what I'm left with, and almost could-be, maybe situation. I think too much into a smile and catching someone's eye from across the room. I think too much into an accidental hand brushing and prolonged eye contact. I tell myself that it can still happen, and i cling into the tiniest little glimmers of hope, even though i know that there's a little itch i can't scratch that tells me that I'm wrong, and that i can't make something out of nothing. I'm living in this fantasy world, where happy endings really do exist, and the boy and girl always do end up together. I'm tricking myself into thinking that we're perfect for each other, when in reality, we may as well end up like strangers. You know if God wants you to be together for or maybe five years, it doesn't matter if one of you goes to the moon, cause you'll be back together.



You know what? Do whatever you want, well who gives a shit? I've always wanted to rob a bank, kill someone, burn my old school down, stop eating, punch someone right on their face, say fuck you in front of many people, move out from my house, change the world, throw my hands in the air in the middle of the mall because i just don't care! For god's sake breathe that fucking air and live your life, don't you ever give a shit about what people think of you.. Cause all that matter is that you believe in yourself and you do what you love. You know that the only thing that makes it part your life is that you keep thinking about it, like i think about you. But so sad that you'll never going to realize that so okay, I'm done trying. Let me know if you want me in your life. BYE.

Sorry for the bullshits and stuffs, i got nothing to do. So enough said, CHAOxx.

Some people have drugs. i have disneyland.

OLA bloggers! Holidays are boring? Yes or No? For me, this kind of holidays sucks to the core.. I still got tuition and stuffs to work and nothing to do at home, internet doesn't help that much, i want hang outs and some other things, like to travel perhaps? Anyways, i'm thinking of traveling with Amel around June, well probably Hong Kong, cause it's winter in Australia that month, she said summer is better, and i agreed. Many things we could do on summer better than on winter, am i right? right. Or Korea? Or maybe Taiwan? Well despite those two countries i prefer Hong Kong, it's easier than Korea & Taiwan. So, now am checking on sites for traveling agents, i got some travel specialist but it's for the ones who's going to travel to Australia, can't get the one for Hong Kong or others.. Well i just hope that this will work! I need vacation, mom. Well i'm not worried about mom, but with dad. He's more like mom, but mom's better. Get it? Haha, it's okay if you don't. I'll just have to beg for their permission. So who's excited for Hong Kong?? Okay now i am, i miss Disneyland..


Oops, talking about Disneyland, you gotta ride this ride. HOLLYWOOD TOWER OF TERROR. i waited for 90 minutes just for this!!!! This is the bomb!! Uuuh, i forget if it's in California Adventure or Disneyland.. Well never mind, you HAVE TO ride this. Okay now i remember, this is in California Adventure, cause i waited 80 minutes for The Space Mountain, that ride is sick too.. We told my brother that it's not a roller coaster, it's just some babies game or whatsoever.. Turns out that it's not, he screamed all the time. That's the best feeling ever to heard him screaming over some roller coaster, cause he never rode one. Too afraid. Chicken.

i know this is not the picture the one i took with my camera, cause it will take so much time for the pics from there.. Same picture, it's just a waste of time don't-cha think?

Or Australia? This place is really cool, haven't been there.. Just my parents, too bad. And their having winter on June - July or August. Uncool at all.

Or BAHAMAS? Oh lord, that place is the island of god. I wish i could just live there, and just spend my life on the beach.. But i know my parents wont let me. HAHAHA. It's just an option. Don't let it go wrong.


Last Thursday, me & my friends went karaoke-ing in Inul vizta, it's fun, trust me and i bought the devil silicon for my blackberry, it's blue by the way. i like it, it's just the horns are different than cha-cha's, hers bigger and puffier, mine's thinner. Well first we went karaoke-ing then we find something to eat, after that we went to Uncle Yang, some talks and then me, munich, evan, amel & cha-cha went to Central Sukajadi and then i'm they drove me to fatma meet dad and we went back. Had a blast, real talk.



So where should we go? People please give me some ideas, you can comment or maybe fill my cbox. Your comments and stuffs are needed! Please ;)
And if you got some cheap and good travel agents you can tell me! Tweet me okay? Here's my twitter. Bunch of thanks!
CHAOxx.

PS: - I miss Disneyland. So baaaaaaaaaad.